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Auto-anima

Updated August 5, 2026

Anima produced by feeding on one self through asceticism, drugs or other attacks on one's own animus.

Expanded explanation

Auto-anima is energy a person generates by preying on themselves. Where predation usually describes drawing anima out of another, auto-anima turns that inward: the animus feeds on its own store, through asceticism, drugs or other attacks on the self, producing a charge of energy at the cost of self-depletion. It is the reflexive case of the extraction Marsh's model tracks between people, the predator and prey collapsed into one person. This links it directly to asceticism, since self-depletion by one's own will is exactly the mechanism, and to the endoself, the self cut off from primary anima that turns to substitutes and self-attack to feel animated at all.

Examples

Feeding on the self
Drawing an energetic charge from self-depletion, through fasting, drugs or self-punishment, is the production of auto-anima.
Predation turned inward
Where violation extracts anima from another, auto-anima extracts it from one's own animus.

How others use it

The specific term is Marsh's, with no established use outside her framework. Its nearest cousins are ordinary observations that people can get a charge from self-denial, risk or substances, and clinical accounts of self-harm and addiction. Marsh gives these a single mechanism in her energy model: anima produced by attacking one's own animus, tied to asceticism and the endoself.

Sources

Defined in the Binding Chaos series glossary, alongside asceticism and the endoself material of Abstracting Divinity.

Recommended reading path

Then read in full: Abstracting Divinity.

A suggested order for exploring this corner of the theory.